| My world is pretty much crashing down before me.
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| I'm deleting this becouse I'm deleting everything. theend. |
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| You'll never see this.
But I fucking miss you.
and nothing will ever be the same.
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| It's not so easy for me to put things aside anymore. I'm not used to that.
Things are piling up, and i'm losing controll.
In better news, ATL, Hatebreed, and Drews party is Sat.
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| So basically I'm going to live my life right now.
No time for relationships. not that I dont want one.
It's just that if I continue this i'll probally end up jumping into something too quick.
again.
As in living my life.. I've had no problem doing that lately. I mean damn, I'm driving to Atlanta Saturday to see Hatebreed. Not to mention get a whole new level of drunk after words at Drews party. haha. Drunk. A word thats describes me way too often lately. I dont fucking say I have a problem. I have really been getting pissed off lately at that. I'm 19 years old, and i'm going to have fun now.
Actually alot of things have been pissing me off. I'm not as afraid to mention them anymore. I know who my friends are. People are so fake it disgusts me more and more every second of the day. hardly noone has heart anymore, and hardly noone stays to to what they believe in.
I'll tell you what I believe in. Friendships. Honesty. Loyalty. and living life the best way you know how. If you dont believe in these things, and practice them to the best of your ability then stay the fuck away from me. I'm tired of dealing with you. I know everyone makes mistakes, and strays from the path they belong on, but it takes a certain someone to admit it and know what he has to do to make things better.
I'm hungry. I'm going to go to the gas station to get some nachos now.
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